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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    12:39 pm
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    “I'm not sorry,” Kyle told me“I still think it was the right thing to do
    Ian shoved his brotherKyle reeled back but then stepped forward again
    “Hold on, I'm not done
    “Yeah, you are,” Jared saidHis hands were clenched, the skin rolex ladies watch over his knuckles white
    Everyone had noticed nowThe room was hushed, all the fun of the game lost Kyle held his hands up, a gesture of surrender, and spoke to me again“I don't
    think I was wrong, but you did save my lifeI don't know why, replica gucci but you didSo I figure, a life for
    a lifeI'll pay the debt that way
    “You stupid jackass,” Ian said
    “Who's got the crush on a worm, bro? You gonna callme stupid?”
    Ian lifted his fists, leaning forward
    “I'll tell you why,” I said, chanel knockoff making my voice louder than I wanted toBut it had the effect I was
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    8:43 am
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    This is an example of habits controlling behaviorI remember asking my rich dad about the habits of the richInstead of answering me outright, he wanted me to learn through example, as usual
    "When does your dad pay his bills?" rich dad asked
    "The first of the month," I said
    "Does he have anything left over?" he asked
    "Very little," I said
    "That's the main reason he struggles," said rich dad
    "Your dad pays everyone else firstHe pays himself last, but only if he has anything left over
    "Which he usually doesn't," I said"But he has to pay his bills, doesn't he? You're saying he shouldn't pay his bills?"
    "Of course not," said rich dad "I firmly believe in paying my bills on timeI just pay myself first Before I pay even the government
    "But what happens if you don't have enough money?" I asked"What do you do then?"
    "The same," said rich dad "I still pay myself firstEven if I'm short of moneyMy asset column is far more important to me than the government "Don't they come after you?"
    "Yes, if you don't pay," said rich dad "Look, I did not say not to payI just said I pay myself first, even if I'm short of money "How do you do that'"
    "It's not howThe question is 'Why,'" rich dad s
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    12:39 pm
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    Wilson was bewilderedHe kept thinking of how merry Croft had been that afternoon, and he couldn't understand his sudden rageWhat's there to get a man so fussed about? he wonderedHe chuckled to himself, and then remembered how Croft had shaken himAh don' care how long Ah know him, Wilson told himself, they ain't no call for him to ladies omega constellation handle me any ol' wayNext time he do somethin' like that, Ah'll give him a belt or twoHe broke off moodily, and looked out across the barbed wireThe bush had been sheared away at its roots, and he had a fine field of viewShoulda done that long ago, he told himselfHe was feeling very hurt by Croft's angerJus' a little ol' burst o' machine-gun fireAbruptly, he realized that birkin bag hermes the entire bivouac probably was awake now, and men everywhere were listening tenselyGoddam, Wilson sighed, Ah get in more trouble when Ah get drunkHe began to giggle to himself
    Next morning the squad returned to the bivouac of headquarters and headquarters companyThey had been away for seven days and eight nights


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    8:43 am
    @@@@@ All right, Casimir, that's a good boy The
    @@@@@
    All right, Casimir, that's a good boy
    The little girls are snuffling their noses, looking about with interest now and indignationCasimir did it, they whisper, Casimir did it
    Miss Marsden hears them at lastDid you do it, Casimir?
    Me, teacher, why would I do it?
    Come up here, Casimir
    He walks up to her desk, leans against her arm when she puts it about himLooking at the class and winking as he lays his head on her shoulder
    Now, Casimir, don't do that
    Don't do what, teacher?
    Did you put the gum on the seats? Tell me the truth, I won't punish you
    There isn't any gum on Casimir's seat, Miss Marsden, Alice Rafferty says
    Why isn't there any? she asks him
    I dunno, teacher, maybe the kid who did it was scared of me
    Who did it, Casimir?
    Oh, I dunno, teacherDo ya want me to help clean the seats?
    Casimir, you should try to be a good boyHe walks back to his seat and on the pretense of helping the other boys, he whispers to the girls

    In the summer the kids stay out late at night, play hide-and-seek in the empty lots, bathe in the hydrants, which have been turned on for themThere's always some excitement in summerA house is burning down, or they can go up on the rooftops and peek at the big kids fooling around with the girlsIf it's hot enough they can sneak into the movies 'cause the exit doors are left open for ventilation
    Once or twice they have real good luck
    Hey, Polack, there's a drunk asleep in the alley behind Salvatore's house
    He heeled?
    How do I know? the other kid curses
    They tiptoe up the alley, debouch into a deserted lot behind the tenements
    Whadeya mean gaw ahead, how we gonna split?
    You can split it
    He creeps up to the drunk, feels about his body slowly for a wa
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    12:46 pm
    @@@@@She burned at his touch and she cried out
    @@@@@She burned at his touch and
    she
    cried out for more and her body arched and strained to meet his again
    and again She must have dreamed it, but how
    could she have dreamed such things when she'd never dreamed they
    existed? No lady would ever feel the wild wanting she had felt, no
    lady would do the things she had doneScarlett tried to push her
    thoughts back into the crowded dark corner of her mind where she
    kept
    the unbearable and unthinkableBut she'd had too much to drinkIt
    did happen, her heart cried, it didAnd her
    mind, so carefully taught by her mother that ladies did not have
    animal
    impulses, could not control the passionate demands of her body to feel
    rapture and surrender againScarlett's hands held her aching breasts,
    but hers were not the hands her body longed forShe dropped her
    arms
    onto the table in front of her, her head onto her armsAnd she
    abandoned herself to the waves of desire and pain that made her
    writhe,
    made her call out brokenly into the empty, silent, candlelit room
    "Rhett, oh Rhett, I need you Winter was approaching, and Scarlett
    grew
    more frantic with every passing day
    Joe Colleton had dug the hole for the cellar of the first house, but
    repeated rains made it impossible to pour the concrete foundationsWilkes would smell a rat if I bought lumber before I'm ready to
    frame," he said reasonably, and Scarlett knew he was rightBut it
    made the delay no less frustratingMaybe the whole building idea was
    a mistakeDay after day the newspaper reported more disasters in
    the
    business worldThere were soup kitchens and bread lines now in
    America's big cities because thousands more people lost their jobs
    every week when companies went bankruptWhy was she risking her
    money
    now, at the worst possible time? Why had she made that fool promise
    to
    Melly? If only the cold rain would stop And the days would stop
    getting shorterShe could keep busy in the daytime, but darkness
    closed her in the empty house with only her thoughts for companions
    And she didn't want to think, because she could find no answers to
    anythingHow had she gotten into this mess? She'd never
    deliberately
    done anything to turn people against her, why were they all being so
    hateful? Why was it taking Rhett so long to come home? What could
    she
    do to make things better? There had to be something, she couldn't go
    on forever walking from room to room in the big house like a pea
    rattling around in an empty washtubShe'd be glad to have Wade and
    Ella come home to keep her company, but Suellen had written that
    they
    were all under quarantine while one child after another went through
    the long itchy torture of chicken poxShe could take up with the
    Barts and all their friends again
    It didn't matter that she'd called Mamie a sow, her skin was as thick
    as a brick wa
    8:43 am
    @@@@@ When Kathleen ran off, he spoke quietly to
    @@@@@ When Kathleen ran off, he spoke quietly
    to Scarlett"You'll not forget what I told you about the name, now,
    Scarlett darling?"
    "I won't forget She smiled, enjoying the harmless conspiracy
    "You'll be Scarlett O'Hara and no other on this voyage and in Ireland,"
    he had told her with a wink
    "It's nothing to do with you or yours, Scarlett darling, but Butler is
    a powerful famous name in Ireland, and all of its fame is heinous
    Scarlett didn't mind at allShe was going to enjoy being an O'Hara
    for as long as she couldThe Brian Boru was, as Colum had promised,
    a
    fine, shining shipHer hull was gleaming white with gilt scroll
    trim
    Gilt trimmed the emerald-colored cover of the gigantic paddle wheels
    as
    well, and her name in gilt letters two feet high was painted on them in
    a frame of gilt arrowsThe Union Jack flew from her flagstaff, but a
    green silk banner decorated with a golden harp waved boldly from her
    forward mast
    She was a luxury passenger ship, catering to the expensive tastes of
    rich Americans who travelled to Ireland for sentiment-to see the
    villages where emigrant grandfathers were born-or for show-to visit, in
    all their finery, the villages where they had been born
    The public rooms and staterooms were oversized and overdecorated
    The crew was trained to satisfy every whimThere was a
    disproportionately large hold, compared to the usual passenger ship,
    because Irish-Americans carried with them gifts for all their relatives
    and returned with multiple souvenirs of their visitsThe baggage
    handlers treated every trunk and every crate as if it were full of
    glassIt was not unknown for prosperous
    third-generation American Irish wives to light every room in their new
    houses with Waterford crystal chandeliersA broad platform with
    sturdy railings was built across the top of the paddle wheel on which
    Scarlett stood with Colum and a handful of adventurous passengers to
    wave a final goodbye to her cousInsThere'd been time only for hasty
    farewells on the dock because the Brian Boru had to catch the
    outgoing
    tideShe blew excited kisses to the massed O'HarasThere'd been no
    school this morning for the children, and Jamie had even closed the
    store for an hour so that he and Daniel could come down and see them
    offSlightly behind and to one side of the others stood quiet
    StephenHe raised his hand once in a signal to ColumIt signified
    that Scarlett's trunks had been opened and repacked en route to the
    shipAmong the layers of tissue paper and petticoats and frocks and
    gowns were the tightly wrapped, oiled rifles and the boxes of
    ammunition he had purchased in Bosto
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    12:47 pm
    @@@@@Also, you carry no identification but
    @@@@@Also, you carry no identification
    but considerable amounts of money?”
    “I don’t explain my methods, I only clarify my restrictions as I understand them to beI got my
    message through to you, didn’t I? Since I had no telephone number, I doubt I could have done so
    very successfully had I arrived at your establishment in a business suit carrying an attaché case“You never would have gotten insideYou would have been rudely stopped in
    the alley and stripped
    “The thought occurred to meDo we do business, say a million francs’ worth?”
    The Jackal’s man shrugged“It would seem to me that if a buyer mentions such an amount in his
    first offer, he will go higherSay a million and a half
    “But I’m not the buyer, I’m the brokerI was authorized to pay one million, which is far too
    much in my opinion, but time is of the essenceTake it or leave it, I have other options
    “Do you really?”
    “Certainly
    “Not if you’re a corpse found floating in the Seine without any identification Jason looked around the darkened flat; it bore little relationship to the shabby café
    belowThe furniture was large, as required by the oversized owner, but tastefully selected, not
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    229
    elegant but certainly not cheapWhat was mildly astonishing were the bookshelves covering the
    wall between the two front windowsThe academic in Bourne wished he could read the titles; they
    might give him a clearer picture of this strange, huge man whose speech might have been formed at
    the Sorbonne—a committed brute on the outside, perhaps someone else insideHis eyes returned to
    Santos“Then my leaving here freely under my own power is not a given, is it?”
    “No,” answered the Jackal’s conduit“It might have been had you answered my simple
    questions, but you tell me that your conditions, or should I say your restrictions, forbid you to do
    soWell, I, too, have conditions and you will live or die by them
    “There’s no reason not to be
    “Of course, you’re forfeiting any chance of collecting a million francs—or, as you suggested,
    perhaps a great deal more
    “Then may I also suggest,” said Santos, crossing his thick arms in front of him and absently
    glancing at the large tattoos on his skin, “that a man with such funds available will not only part
    with them in exchange for his life, but will happily deliver the information requested so as to avoid
    unnecessary and excruciating pain The Jackal’s man suddenly slammed his clenched right fist
    down on the armrest and shouted, “What do you know about a blackbird? Who told you about Le
    Coeur du Soldat? Where do you come from and who are you and who is your client?”
    Bourne froze, his body rigid but his mind spinning, whirling, racin
    8:51 am
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    Next time I'm out, I'll steal myself a cot or something
    I don't like this, for lots of reasonsWill he be leaving soon? Will he take us with him when he
    goes? Does he see this room white chanel watch assignment as a permanent thing?
    He drops his arm around my shoulders and tucks me against his sideI scoot closer, though the
    heat of touching him has my heart aching again
    “Why the frown?” he asks
    “When will you… when willwe have to leave again?”
    He shrugs“We scavenged enough on our way up that we're set for a few monthsI can chanel fake do a
    few short raids if you want to stay in one place for a whileI'm sure you're tired of running
    “Yes, I am,” I agreeI take a deep breath to make me brave“I'll admit, I prefer it that wayThe thought of being separated from
    you…” He laughs quietly“Does it sound crazy to say that I'd rather die? Too melodramatic?”
    “No, I know what louis vuitton online you mean
    Hemust feel the same way I doWould he say these things if he thought of me as just another
    human, and not as a woman?
    I realize that this is the first time we've ever been really alone since the night we met–the first
    time there's been a door to close between a sleeping Jamie and the two of usSo many nights
    we've gucci bookbag stayed awake, talking in whispers, telling all of our stories, the happy stories and the
    horror stories, always with Jamie's head cradled on my lapIt makes my breath come faster, that
    simple closed door
    “I don't think you need to find a cot, not yet
    I feel his eyes on me, questioning, but I can't meet themI'm embarrassed now, too wallet chanel late
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    12:38 pm
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    xiv
    There was something pulling me - maybe something
    that had been in me since the accident, but surely
    something that had come back from Duma Key Road
    with meI'm not sure I could have
    stood against it in any case, but I didn't even
    try; I was curious
    My daughter's purse was on the coffee table in the
    living roomI opened it, took out her wallet, and
    flipped through the pictures insideDoing this
    made me feel a little like a cad, but only a
    littleIt's not louis vuitton duffle bag as if you're stealing anything, I
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    told myself, but of course there are many ways of
    stealing, aren't there?
    Here was the photo of Carson Jones she'd shown me
    at the airport, but I didn't want thatI didn't
    want him by himselfI wanted him with herI
    wanted a picture of them as a coupleIt looked as if it had been taken at a
    roadside stand; there were baskets of cucumbers
    and corn behind themThey were smiling and young
    and beautifulTheir arms were around ladies gucci watch each other,
    and one of Carson Jones's palms appeared to be
    resting on the swell of my daughter's blue jeansclad
    assOh you crazy ChristianMy right arm was
    still itching, a low, steady skin-crawl like
    prickly heatI scratched at it, scratched through
    it, and got my ribs instead for the ten thousandth
    timeThis picture was also in a protective seethrough
    envelopeI slid it out, glanced over my
    shoulder - nervous as a burglar on his first job -
    at the partially Cartier Tortue open door of the room where Ilse
    was sleeping, then turned the picture over
    I love you, Punkin!
    "Smiley"
    164
    Could I trust a suitor who called my daughter
    Punkin and signed himself Smiley? I didn't think
    soIt might not be fair, but no - I didn't think
    soNevertheless, I had found what I was looking
    forI turned the picture over
    again, closed my eyes, and pretended I was
    touching their Kodachrome images with my right
    handAlthough pretending wasn't what it gucci ladies watch felt like;
    I suppose I don't have to tell you that by now
    After some passage of time - I don't know exactly
    how long - I returned the picture to its plastic
    sleeve and submerged her wallet beneath the
    tissues and cosmetics to approximately the same
    depth at which I had found itThen I put her
    purse back on the coffee table and went into my
    bedroom to get Reba the Anger-Management DollI
    limped upstairs to Little Pink with her clamped
    between my stump and my tiffany cross si
    8:43 am
    @@@@@The voice was female, but sounded older
    @@@@@The voice was female, but sounded older than
    my daughterBut I resisted
    my initial impulse to say "Wrong number" and hang
    upShe sounded tired, Pam had said, but if this
    was Ilse, she sounded more than tired; she sounded
    weary unto death
    "Ilse?"
    No answer for a long timeI began to think the
    disembodied someone in Providence had hung upI
    realized I was sweating, and heavily enough so I
    could smell myself, like a monkey on a branch
    Then the same little refrain:
    "Hel-lo?zit?"
    "Ilse!"
    889
    NothingI sensed her getting ready to hang up
    Outside the wind was roaring and the surf was
    pounding
    "Miss Cookie!" I shouted"Miss Cookie, don't you
    dare hang up this phone!"
    That got throughdee?" There was a world
    of wonder in that broken word
    "If you're really DaddyI could
    see her in her own kitchen, barefoot (as she had
    been that day in Little Pink, looking at the
    picture of the doll and the floating tennis balls),
    head down, hair hanging around her face
    Distracted, maybe almost to the point of madness
    And for the first time I began to hate Perse as
    well as fear herI want you to listen to
    me-"
    "Tell me my screen name There was a certain
    shocked cunning in the voice now"If you're
    really my Daddy, tell me my screen name
    And if I didn't, I realized, she'd hang up
    Because something had been at herSomething had
    890
    been fooling her, pawing her over, drawing its
    webs around her
    For a moment I couldn't remember that, either
    You can do this, Kamen said, but Kamen was
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    12:38 pm
    @@@@@ “Wanda, what –” “I need you to help me,
    @@@@@
    “Wanda, what –”
    “I need you to help me, Ian My voice was strained, frantic
    I put my hands on either side of his face, staring into his eyesI could barely see a glint of their
    blue in the darkness
    “I need you to kiss me, Ian
    CHAPTER 42
    Forced
    Ian's jaw fell slack“You… what?”
    “I'll explain in a minuteThis isn't fair to you, but… please
    “It won't upset you? Melanie won't bother you?”
    “Ian!” I complained“Please!”
    Still confused, he put his hands on my waist and pulled my body against hisHis face was so
    worried, I wondered if this would even workI hardly needed the romance, but maybe he did
    He closed his eyes as he leaned toward me, an automatic thingHis lips pressed lightly against
    mine once, and then he pulled back to look at me with the same worried expressionLike… like you'retrying to get slappedDo you understand?”
    “NoWhat's wrong? Tell me first
    I put my arms around his neckIt felt strange; I wasn't at all sure how to do this rightI pushed
    up on my toes and pulled his head down at the same time until I could reach his lips with mine
    This wouldn't have worked with another speciesAnother mind wouldn't have been so easily
    overwhelmed by its bodyOther species had their priorities in better orderBut Ian was human,
    and his body responded
    I shoved my mouth against his, gripping his neck tighter with my arms when his first reaction
    was to hold me a
    8:43 am
    @@@@@It may hereafter be in my power, or in
    @@@@@It may hereafter be in my power, or
    in yours (I hope it will), to procure him better preferment; but it
    must not be forgotten that no benefit of that sort would have been
    beyond his natural claims on us, and that nothing can, in fact, be an
    equivalent for the certain advantage which he is now obliged to
    21
    Jane Austen
    forego through the urgency of your debts
    Tom listened with some shame and some sorrow; but escaping as
    quickly as possible, could soon with cheerful selfishness reflect, firstly,
    that he had not been half so much in debt as some of his friends;
    secondly, that his father had made a most tiresome piece of work of
    it; and, thirdly, that the future incumbent, whoever he might be,
    would, in all probability, die very soonNorris’s death the presentation became the right of a Dr
    Grant, who came consequently to reside at Mansfield; and on proving
    to be a hearty man of forty-five, seemed likely to disappoint Mr
    Bertram’s calculationsBut “no, he was a short-necked, apoplectic
    sort of fellow, and, plied well with good things, would soon pop off
    He had a wife about fifteen years his junior, but no children; and
    they entered the neighbourhood with the usual fair report of being
    very respectable, agreeable people
    The time was now come when Sir Thomas expected his sister-inlaw
    to claim her share in their niece, the change in MrsNorris’s
    situation, and the improvement in Fanny’s age, seeming not merely
    to do away any former objection to their living together, but even to
    give it the most decided eligibility; and as his own circumstances
    were rendered less fair than heretofore, by some recent losses on his
    West India estate, in addition to his eldest son’s extravagance, it
    became not undesirable to himself to be relieved from the expense
    of her support, and the obligation of her future provisionIn the
    fullness of his belief that such a thing must be, he mentioned its
    probability to his wife; and the first time of the subject’s occurring
    to her again happening to be when Fanny was present, she calmly
    observed to her, “So, Fanny, you are going to leave us, and live with
    my sisterHow shall you like it?”
    Fanny was too much surprised to do more than repeat her aunt’s
    words, “Going to leave you?”
    “Yes, my dear; why should you be astonished? You have been five
    years with us, and my sister always meant to take you when MrBut you must come up and tack on my patterns all the same
    The news was as disagreeable to Fanny as it had been unexpected
    She had never received kindness from her aunt Norris, and could
    not love her
    22
    Mansfield Park
    “I shall be very sorry to go away,” said she, with a faltering voice
    “Yes, I dare say you will; that’s natural enoughI suppose you have
    had as little to vex you since you came into this house as any creature
    in the world
    “I hope I am not ungrateful, aunt,” said Fanny modestly
    “No, my dear; I hope notI have always found you a very good
    girl
    “And am I never to live here again?”
    “Never, my dear; but you are sure of a comfortable homeIt can
    make very little difference to you, whether you are in one house or
    the other
    Fanny left the room with a very sorrowful heart; she could not feel
    the difference to be so small, she could not think of living with her
    aunt with anything like satisfactionAs soon as she met with Edmund
    she told him her distress
    “Cousin,” said she, “something is going to happen which I do not
    like at all; and though you have often persuaded me into being reconciled
    to things that I disliked at first, you will not be able to do it
    now
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    12:39 pm
    @@@@@ Oh, I believe you're just the same with
    @@@@@
    Oh, I believe you're just the same with them, you wouldn't be any different(Her hand drops abstractedly on his knee, and she jerks it away with embarrassment I wish you'd go to church more often
    I go pretty regularly
    Yes, but there's something bothering you, I wonder about it, you're a mystery
    Yeah? He is pleased
    Roy, you always seem so angry about something, it worries meMy father was talking about you, and he said you're in Christians United, I don't know anything about politics, but I know one of them, Jackie Evans, was a nasty kid
    Aw, he's all right, it's just something with the club, you know they were tryin' me out, but it's nothin' much
    I wouldn't want you to get in trouble
    Why?
    (She looks at him, her eyes passive and calmThis time she puts her hand on his arm
    His throat is tense and his chest aches with warmth and hungerHe shivers as he hears the girl giggling againThis is swell out here at City Point, he says(The thick lusting dreams at night for he knows not what I'll tell ya, Mary, if I was goin' steady -- his voice is strong with his sense of renunciation -- I wouldn' be hangin' around with them so much, 'cause you know I'd be wantin' to see more of you
    You would?
    He listens to the lapping of the surfI love ya, Mary, he says suddenly, holding himself stiff and cold, troubled delicately by a passing uncertainty
    I think I do too, RoyAfter a while he kisses her gently, then hungrily, but a corner of his mind has retreated and become coldOh, I love ya, kid, he says huskily, trying to cauterize the doubtCity Point is so beautiful, she says
    In the night they cannot see the garbage that litters the beach, the seaweed and driftwood, the condoms that wallow sluggishly on the foam's edge, discarded on the shore like the minuscule loathsome animals of the sea
    Yeah, it's something, he says slowl
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    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
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    a renegade
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    Friday, December 24th, 2010
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    there before me), we fool ourselves so much we
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    5 - Wireman
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    ii
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    213
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    deserted estate
    xv
    Finding a way in through the back turned out not
    to be a problem: there was no backAll but the
    most easterly corner of the mansion had been torn
    off, probably in the same storm that had taken the
    top storiesStanding there, looking into the
    overgrown ruin of what had once been a kitchen and
    pantry, I realized that Heron's Roost was little
    more than a moss-festooned façade
    "We can get in from here," Jack said doubtfully,
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    "I don't know," I repeated
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    least a look around the old homesteadThe pantry
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    groundCome on, you two, let's pile up some shit
    to stand onA couple of those beams should do
    Jack, you can go first, then help meWe'll pull
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    out of breath, scrambling first into the pantry
    and going from there into the house itself,
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    travelers, tourists in a world that had ended over
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    18 - Noveen
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